It was such a sad moment for me to hurt someone again. Due to my anger, I said hurtful words to him and hated him so much. But I know deep inside I still long for him. It would be a normal reaction for him to withdraw. And it saddens me to see that coming. No amount of comforting words would spare him from the pain. I know how it feels then. But my emotions just got me and allowed myself to dwell on the anger feeling. Tried to divert my attention to something else by surfing the net, check out my facebook account and http://www.weightlosswand.com to no avail.