I thought I'm over him. I thought I've moved on. But then why do I still get hurt with him ignoring me? Why still feel the pain knowing he doesn't ignore the flirt? I shouldn't be feeling this way and I'm hating myself of feeling hurt again. I try to maintain my composure and just ignore the feeling, trying to control my temper and not to argue with him again. I just don't like him still having communication with that girl. He's still doing the things that discourages me. I'm losing my interest in him and I'm glad I have many outlets to divert to. Hays. I'm putting everything in God's will. May He give me the acceptance to accept His wills.