It's kind of frustrating to see how my parents are so worried with our debts. Our family's already bankrupt. The only solution my father thought of is to sell our house and look for a smaller house to live in. The rest of us is ambivalent with the idea. I hope there's another solution for all these debts. It's even frustrating that I, as the eldest cannot even help my family with the financial problem since my income isn't enough. I really need to work abroad asap! I think it's the only way I could help them with our family dilemma.
Trials like this is really depressing. Sometimes, I asked Him why give us such trials like these. Or is there really a God? Why allow things like this to happen. Hopefully He'll make a way for us to survive from this situation without selling our house. Despite of feeling hopeless, I will still put my trust in Him.