The mere fact that he's here makes me more want to fly away. I missed him, that's a fact. But reality bites, he has a new relationship now and I just have to accept and respect it. And even though I'm having this urge to communicate with him, I just have to resist it then. Don't wanna make things complicated. Anyway, if he's still interested, he'd call. I realized I already fell out of love for him.