Here I am, frustrated for not being allowed to join the Mati Surgical Mission this March. I was looking forward for this mission since I first joined this last year and it was fun! I don't know why I felt happiness and satisfaction joining surgical missions even though it's very tiring. Anyways, I can't join this time since I'm not entitle for a vacation leave yet and I am only allowed to have 5 days service incentive leave in which I will be using this summer when my boyfriend visits here for a vacation. That's the sacrifice I have to pay. Lol. My boyfriend's visit is my priority this time since this will be his first time and probably the last time since he migrated.