Mixed Feelings

It was a final decision and no matter what I do, he won't give in. It hurts but there's nothing that I can do. It's hard to let go, though I think it's the best thing to do. As of the moment, I do not know how I feel. There's pain, hatred , longing, confusion, numbness, hoping and being hopeless...

I apologized...I regretted...but these were not enough. I understand the pain he is going through. But he is all that I ask for. I thought he was the one...